Monday, April 12, 2010

Girl on a Hot Shed Roof

I locked myself out of the house. Yup. Through the window, I could see my keys, rebellious, not at all where they were supposed to be. I could also see my beloved laptop and outline note cards. So much for an afternoon of working on my manuscript. Or maybe...

Maybe the sliding glass door upstairs was unlocked. I surveyed the shed, which came pretty close to the balcony, and decided to make the climb. I stepped onto the fence and pulled myself up. Seconds later, I was crouching on the shed's roof on all fours. Unfortunately, the gap between the shed and balcony looked way smaller from the ground.

I admitted defeat and climbed back down. My friend H (who is fabulous and generous and a mean badminton player) came and picked me up. We went to Panera where I spent the whole afternoon separated from my laptop. After the initial mourning period, I relaxed and did a different kind of writing. On blank note cards, I wrote about the events of my last week, how I felt about everything, all that. I spilled my guts via pen. Cathartic? Um, yes.

I don't do that very often. Since I'm a fiction writer, that's mostly what I write. It took physical separation from my laptop for me to switch gears. I'm wondering if any of you journal. If so, do you find it helpful? Do you ever draw from journal writings when you create a story? Or maybe you're like me--someone would need to lock up your laptop first. :)

24 comments:

Avitable said...

I take notes for my blog posts by hand usually, before I write anything out.

Jana Hutcheson said...

Lately, I've started doing all my pre-writing stuff by hand, and I can't believe how much it's freed me up. I don't feel so much pressure to write perfect the first time.

DUTA said...

I usually type only the final version of a piece of writing. Draft is done by pencil which is equipped with an eraser (papermate sharpwriter#2).

Alissa said...

I've been an inconstant journaler just about my whole life. I have at different points gone back to see what I've written in the past for research, but usually found that I hadn't written enough about the stuff I wanted to research.

I've also locked myself out of the house more times than I care to admit!

Samantha Bennett said...

Avitable: What a planner!
Jana: You know, I've considered doing this but have never actually tried. Does sound freeing.
DUTA: I would definitely need an eraser if I wrote by hand. :)
Alissa: So my keys aren't the only rebellious ones! It's ridiculous how much time I've spent looking for two things: my glasses and my keys.

Heather said...

I tried keeping an journal before and just couldn't stick with it. I guess my life just wasn't that interesting! I do keep a dream journal though. Some of my best novel ideas have come out of it!

Samantha Bennett said...

Heather: I had to keep a dream journal for one of my college classes. (Major in Psychology and you get to take classes like Sleep and Dreams!) I wonder where that journal is... might find some story ideas!

~Nicole Ducleroir~ said...

Good for you for writing anyways! I do journal, but it's sporadic and all over the place when I do. I don't really write prose as much as snippet sentences. I ignore the lines on the paper, write sideways, in circles around a doodle. I make lists, too. My journals are full of lists: all the places I've ever lived in my life; my top ten favorite foods; dead people I wish I could meet; "bucket list" items. Stuff like that.

Maybe I'll write in my journal today...

Thanks for the inspiration!

Samantha Bennett said...

Nicole: Ah, list makers. You guys are fantastic! Even though I'm surrounded by lots of list makers, the only lists I ever made were class assignments. :)

Lindsay (a.k.a Isabella) said...

Hi Samantha, found your blog from Hilary Wagners promotion comments:)
I write in a journal. I find it a handy place to jot down ideas and scenes or dialogue that comes to mind if I'm away from my laptop. Oh and I use the note pad function on my phone:)

Jen said...

I have several notebooks and my beloved laptop! The laptop gets most of the attention however when I have a spark of inspiration I'll write it anywhere... with carpal tunnel and tendinitis it's easier to type then write.

Samantha Bennett said...

Lindsay: Thanks for stopping by! Love how Hilary makes it easy for us to connect. I used to keep a mini journal in my purse for ideas... Hmmm, not sure what happened to that. Might need to invest in another. :)

Jen: Dang girl! Carpal tunnel and tendinitis and you still write? That's dedication.

Rena said...

I've never kept a journal, but I do jot down notes when I have a story idea. Since most of mine are for picture books, I suppose it's a little easier than novels. Sounds like you had a nice day though. Somedays I just need to pull myself away from the laptop and do something else. I'm a news-junkie, and reading all that can bring you down pretty quick.

Kirsten Lesko said...

The timing of this is amazing. I just had a similar realization this morning - I journaled every day of my life before my son was born. I am being absolutely honest when I say that the only reason I'm surfing blogs at this moment is because I'm waiting for my son to get his shoes on (a fifteen minute job for whatever reason) so we can go buy me a new journal.

It's a sign :)

Samantha Bennett said...

Rena: Definitely agree. Sometimes it's good to just get off the couch and head outside!

Kirsten: Awesome! Happy journaling!

Molly Hall said...

Hi! I just stopped over from Story Sleuths. It's so funny that you mentioned locking up your laptop. I've been thinking I need to get back to writing longhand more often. It's one sure way to keep me off the internet and focused on my WIP! Plus, supposedly it gives you more of a direct line to your subconscious mind... hmmm... I must go get my notebook. : )

Wendy Ramer said...

Hi Samantha! Thanks for finding me. Journal writing was actually the subject matter of my first (unpublished) novel. I took my own experiences and tried to turn them into a fictional adventure. Only problem was that when presented as fiction, my story sounded unbelievable. And I wasn't prepared to write the truth. I am, after all, a fiction writer.

Samantha Bennett said...

Molly: Thanks for visiting! I actually went to a conference on Thursday and heard the same thing about writing longhand. Bring on the subconscious awareness!

Wendy: 'Ello and thanks for the visit! It's funny how real life can read unbelievable sometimes. It seems like a disconnect that fiction can read more realistic. :)

Dawn Simon said...

I journal, but not every day. It's usually about writing, not brainstorming stories or anything. It allows me to clear my head so I can focus on my WIP.

Thanks for the visit and the follow!

Roland D. Yeomans said...

Not a journal per se. I keep a note pad in my back pocket and by my bed to scibble down ideas, plot twists, dialogue, and other thoughts about writing as I live and sleep.

We are truly linked to our laptops, aren't we? They become our journal, our novels, and our scrapbooks. Have a healing Sunday

Stephanie Perkins said...

Hi Samantha! Thank you for the lovely comments on my blog lately!

I keep a journal, but I don't use it as regularly as I ought to. Mainly I use it when I need to vent frustration, and because of this, I RARELY re-read my entries! Also, I only use cheap, boring-looking spiral notebooks. I find myself too pressured to write something "special" or "important" in a pretty journal!

BUT . . . the idea for my first novel (being published later this year), is in one of my old journals! It came to me in a dream, and I knew it was special, so I wrote it down. Thank GOODNESS I did. :) So yeah. Journaling? AWESOME. I'm so happy you had this positive experience! I hope you keep it up!

Samantha Bennett said...

Dawn: Writing longhand clears my head too. :)

Roland: Notepad in the back pocket seems so fantastically writer-esque. Must try!

Stephanie: Thanks so much for visiting! Congrats again on Anna!

Kristi Helvig said...

Samantha - you sound like me with the locking yourself out of the house. I had to put my 2-yo through the dog door into the house and hope that she could figure out how to unlock the door. Also, separation makes the heart grow fonder, so I'm sure you really appreciated your laptop after that. :)

Samantha Bennett said...

Kristi: Haha, I'm just picturing that scenario play out!